Sunday, November 20, 2005

why am i so greedy? really..
i don't think anyone in the world is as greedy as me.
i wanted it so much, i got it in the end.
now that i'm not happy, i don't want it anymore..
why am i never contented?
there's so many things in life for me to choose, and i had to pick the worst choice.
moreover, i'm regreting it.
it's a blessing in disguise for the six of them who did not get in. really.

i feel like i'm so restrained.
i can't do this, can't do that.
afraid of the consequences after doing the wrong things, when it isn't actually wrong at all.
or rather, it isn't actually wrong to me at all.
how come some people have to be so demanding? why must everything be what that person had in mind?
don't we have a little authority at all? not a little tinny weeny bit at all?
aren't we suppose to be on the same level as teachers?
aren't we suppose to speak for the student population?
aren't we doing our best to serve the school already?
it's a service, not a burden.
everything is turning into a burden nowadays.
a huge burden that i don't want to carry anymore.
i think many others wouldn't want to carry it too.
A BURDEN!! who would be so stupid to choose to carry a burden?
me i suppose. i'm so stupid.

argh.. if you don't know what i'm talking about, it's council. quite obvious isn't it?

p.s i loVe yoU
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