Wednesday, August 31, 2005

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!
To all my teachers out there,
thank you for all the time and effort you have given to all your students.
especially me, who is slow in learning.
please continue to radiate your love to all your students, and continue to shower knowledge on us.
Love ya all!!

p.s i loVe yoU
|8:07 PM|

today's teachers' day celebration was fantastic.
everything went on so well.
thank you everyone who helped.
especially it/ava people, kim poh and all the civics reps.
one thing that was rather disturbing was that not all councillors actually participated in this event.
you guys joined council for a reason, but suddenly that reason disappeared.
so are we going to treat you like you disappeared as well?
but the thing is we can't.
once you're in this family, i doubt you can ever get out, until next year's handover.
so since you in it already, please do your part.
don't act like nothing's happening, because it is.
and don't be so self-centered.
some councillors slog their hearts out just for council.
but then, where are you?
when they stay back late at night just to put up decorations, where are you? at home, enjoying your sleep or doing hmwk, which every single councillor wished they had time for it too.
so please, do your part.
since you've chosen this path, walk that road.
don't turn back halfway, because whenever you look back, you'll fall.
and sometimes, you'll never be able to stand up again.

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!

p.s i loVe yoU
|2:29 AM|


Sunday, August 28, 2005

didn't actually want to blog today.
but then zu wei asked me to changed his linked at his blog, so i might as well drop an entry.
thanks to him, i'm saved.
i didn't bring back my whole bio tys file, so i have no idea what questions we need to do for bio tutorial.
i forgot to do so many things, or in fact, i just had no time to remember to do so many things.
teachers' day is on wednesday. and the rehearsals so far has just been nothing but scoldings for council.
justina's getting a lot of shit, so am i, but i think she's getting more than me.
so oh well.
i have always treated scoldings with the one ear in and one ear out attitude.
and in the first place, i don't even respect the person that has always been scolding us.
or rather, he ruin the whole respect thing in me for him.
so...
after teachers' day, he won't ever see me face again.
i hope. i pray and i wish.
time to buck up after teachers' day celebrations.
things that are still not done:
1. chemistry tutorials
2. bio essay questions
3. bio cell structure worksheet
4. physics tutorials
5. math TD 3, 4, 5 and peer tutoring
6. REVISION FOR PROMOS
7. and many other things for teachers' day celebration.

p.s i loVe yoU
|1:13 AM|


Wednesday, August 17, 2005

was reading yesterday's papers and i realised that there was an article on the main page of the straits times about the birth rates in singapore.
singapore has like one of the worst birth rates in singapore.
and the government is trying to boost it badly.
they are trying to implement more benefits i suppose.
but the point is, what's the point of having benefits?
when a couple wants to have a baby, they would not need benefits to go with it.
they don't have children just because of the incentives and bind themsleves down for the rest of their lives just for a few hundred dollars. what's the point?
they have children because they want to be tied down, and wan to have someone to bond their relationship together.
oh well, if the government really wan to solve the problem, i think they should dig into the roots of the problem.
and the problem has nothing to do with benefits.

pardon my flare up in my entry.

it's just that i feel things should be dug deeper and don't just look at the surface of problems.
you might think that whatever you are doing is right, but you might not know actually how wrong you are.
problems don't arise in one day, and problems don't get solved in one day.
don't expect miracles, unless you can perform one yourself.
learn to move on, don't dwell on what cannot do done, or what cannot be yours.
everything in this world is fated.
if it belongs to you, it will belong to you.
no matter how much you wan to avoid it, or escape from it, it still yours.
and somehow or rather, it will return to you.
but if it's not meant to be yours, what's the point of holding on? it doesn't only inflict more pain on you, it also inflicts pain on everyone around you.
if you look around, you'll see how everyone around you actually cares and bothers.
but do you actually realise it? no you don't.
because you're in a world of your own.
you don't care about the world around you, but the world around you cares about you.
so pls, don't torture us anymore, and don't torture yourself too.
let go my dear. let him go.
*this section of my entry is dedicated to a friend whom i care a lot about, and so does grace and nadia.

p.s i loVe yoU
|2:55 AM|


Saturday, August 13, 2005

i'm getting nowhere with my studies.
i took like 10 mins to solve a math function question.
and another 10 to solve a chem thermochemistry question.
and i'm still failing all my tests (not that there were many).
i'm not staying off my computer like i'm suppose to.
how am i going to continue surviving in a jc.
i don't want to retain.
and i don't want to be forced to drop a subject.
promos is approaching fast. really really fast.
40 days to promos.

p.s i loVe yoU
|8:27 AM|


Friday, August 12, 2005

lol. doing pw now at my dear's house.
the three guys are gossiping, just like girls.
wei tian not here yet, so desiree is very bored.
so, she is typing this very lame entry.
now they're talking about health products.
i seem to be on such a different frequency compared to them.
pw is going nowhere without wei tian.
miss her so much.
wei tian is very stress, about her installation next week.
so am i. teachers day coming also.
very busy next week.
feeling a bit depressed now. dunno why also.

p.s i loVe yoU
|3:43 AM|


Tuesday, August 09, 2005

i don't understand why people can't be themselves.
why must they put on a mask in front of people?
why don't they want to show everybody who they are?
isn't being yourself more important than anything else?
why do they have to act so superficial in front of everybody?
it's just so hard to know whether your friends are really your friends.
you don't even know who they are if you look properly.
they can be acting, lying to you.
and you'll never know.
who's real and who's not?
we're all living in a world of facade.
why can't the world be so much simpler?

44 days to promos

p.s i loVe yoU
|10:47 PM|

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!
Today's Singapore's 40th birthday.
hmm.. actually i really don't give a damn.
but this birthday is really special because it is made a public holiday.
how sweet.
i know how to dance the chorus of the theme song
'reach for the sky'. sheesh.
it's 45 days to promos.
and i'm not revising.
oh man. i have strong feeling i'll get retain.
pls God, don't make that happen.
going out with steph tomorrow again, before she leaves for indonesia.
won't be seeing her till next year.
hope my parents allow me to go to the US to see her.
i hope.
giving up an outing with my dear to go out with her.
she should be glad. haha. jk lar.


p.s. I Love you.

p.s i loVe yoU
|2:11 AM|


Sunday, August 07, 2005

steph came back today.
step ho and i made a mess out of picking her. again.
she landed at terminal 2 and we thought it was terminal 1.
actually it was i who thought it was terminal 1.
anyway, step ho had to entertain her taiwanese friends so only steph and i went out.
steph bought me a really nice blouse. really sweet.
anyway, we went walking around.
we ate steamboat.
steph's parents bought me lunch.
thank you auntie and uncle.
i doubt they'll read it anyway.
had a really fun day.
tomorrow is national day celebration.
after that is bio lecture on spa.
i think i'll go there and stone again.
mrs gay's lecture is just so not interesting.
after that having pw. i think it'll be fun.
we'll just most probably wreck wei tian's house. hahas.

47 days to promos.. good luck to me..

p.s i loVe yoU
|4:15 AM|


Friday, August 05, 2005

steph is finally coming back.
tomorrow the long awaited day.
but i have no idea what time she landing in singapore.
but i think is 11 plus.
hope i'm correct.
she seems to be uncontactable these few days.
oh.
can't wait to see her.
it's been like half a year since i last saw her.
miss her so so so so much.
counting down till tomorrow: 19 hours more

p.s i loVe yoU
|11:55 PM|

life these days has been pretty monotonous except for the rehearsals.
rehearsals have been totally chaotic.
i just don't understand why the system in tpjc is so messy.
they should learn from the way sac works. it's so much more simplified.
and i don't like to mention this but i think the principal is too conservative.
we are jc students, matured young adults.
but she still restricts our actions and plans.
i just don't understand when she says she wants the best for us, but then ironically, do not allow us to carry out what is planned by the students, which the other students wants.
everything's just so messy in tpjc.
all these makes me really really miss sac.
haiz.

p.s i loVe yoU
|1:53 AM|


Monday, August 01, 2005

sick. i'm still sick.
missed school today.
lots of things to catch up on.
haven't finished my homework.
missed council meeting today.
and missing pe tmr.
oh well.

p.s i loVe yoU
|1:45 AM|





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