Thursday, June 30, 2005

yipee!!! today went out with rong teng. at marina square to watch movie.
caught 'a lot like love' and it was nice. he got horny where that were you know that kind of scenes.
oh well, guys. what can you expect.
had a really great time today.
realised that i was smiling the whole day.
which is a good sign. hahas.
tomorrow got listening comprehension exam, but i'm staying up to catch the results of superstar.
and he's having chinese orals tomorrow.
mine on tuesday.
oh well, i'll be praying for him.

heard from catherine that mr lee told the pm girls to close the windows to the sound room.
what the!!!
how on earth will they be able to hear anything from the hall?
and then, if there's feedback and they can't hear it, who will they blame?
the pm girls, of course.
darn.
pfa's going to callapse soon. that's what i think.
without miss wu and people who know anything about arts.
miss wu's really good, kind of miss her after a while.
at least she's better than you-know-who.
oh well, i'm not in sac any more.
shall worry more about tpjc.
but actually tpjc, you don't have to worry much, because every single thing is controlled by the om.
and you don't really have any power to anything.
that's how spoonfed the school is.
the halls tables are even moved by the school helpers.
oh well, it's a jc.

shall shut up now.
i think i typed a lot today. but, i'm just happy.
oh and i forgot to mention that i met shirlene see with her 'very good friend' at marina today. hahas.
so fated.
shall ciao now. going to do other stuff. tata!!
till the next time.

p.s i loVe yoU
|7:06 AM|


Wednesday, June 29, 2005

COMMON TEST IS OVER!!!
happy. very very happy.
but then had council meeting straight after common test. so anti-climax right?
was expecting to go out with him. made him wait for me at tm.
i'm sorry.
oh well.
and i didn't pluck up the courage to tell nad about it. so he said he'll msg her.
oh well.
going out tomorrow. with him. hahas. dunno where we going also. aimless souls.
but then...
got council meeting tomorrow in the morning at 10.30, which i think will drag till one plus.
he'll end up waiting for me again.
and mr. reynolds will be scolding us tomorrow. so i guess my mood will be altered thanks to him.
he has nothing better to do but to scold ya?
oh well.
hope tomorrow will be a better day.

i'm going to get straight Fs for common test. feels so proud.
i would like to thank myself for the wondrous effort i made in studying for my common test.
i promise that i'll work even harder to produce better results.
and i promise i will get promoted to JC2.
thank you. thank you.
(just the usual thick-skin me)
sorry for the crap i typed.
just need a medium to destress.

well, till next time. sayonara!!

p.s i loVe yoU
|7:27 AM|


Monday, June 27, 2005

today's tuesday. good and bad.
1 more paper down. math. i think i'm going to fail anyway, hope can at least get a E.
2 more papers to go.
tomorrow last two papers, then can enjoy.
hahas.
but but, the last to papers are physics and biology.
killer subjects.
i think i'm going to faint tonight, from the amount of infomation i need to store inside my brain.
and there is CSI tonight. haiz. i wanna watch tv!!
by 3.30pm tomorrow, everything is over.
another 27 hours.
still counting down.

p.s i loVe yoU
|9:07 PM|

2 papers down. 3 to go.
hai. seriously can't wait for wednesday when everything is over.
well, today is the first day of school, other than the common test, it is nice.
met friends who i didn't see for a month. haha.
oh well, i'm so dead. i went in for chinese with a blank brain, the han zhi like got only one correct.
how good right?
haiz.
then i had gastric pains halfway. painful. couldn't concentrate. oh well, it's an F9 anyway.
chemistry is another F.
i had a mental block and forgot every single thing that i remembered, which is actually not very much. hahas.
tomorrow math. all the best to me.
i hate math now. i think anyway.
just can't score. hope i can tomorrow, which is highly unlikely.
shall go do math now. tata!!

'him': don't think you'll read this anyway, since i think you're bust practising your math. oh well, just wanna wish you all the best kaes? it's only another two days. then we can go out and enjoy. hahas.

p.s i loVe yoU
|2:22 AM|


Sunday, June 26, 2005

i'm going to have my common test in 10hours and 34mins.
to be exact.
but i'm still online.
i dunno what i'm doing.
i'm just too convinced that i'm going to faile everything.
nothing seems to get into me head anyways.
or maybe it did. but it couldn't stay.
oh well.
tmr's term 3. the busy busy term.
but at least there's school again, which means 5 days in a week in school. hahas.
shall go back to my studies now, which i find no point anyways.
tata!!

S01: all the best!! we'll do well!! (i hope) study hard, it's only 2 more days to the end of the papers. then we'll party after that. hahas.
'him': study hard kaes? but don't stress yourself. take care too!!

p.s i loVe yoU
|6:26 AM|


Friday, June 24, 2005

told myself to stay off the computer today.
but haha. couldn't resist.
although half the time i'm not around it.
i was studying. haha.
should be proud of it.
i was studying chemistry anyway.
and i realised that i don't know a lot of stuff.
and my common test is in 2 days. oh wow!
i'm am so prepared for it!! *hope you can sense my sacrasm*
oh well, i shall go back and mug.
although nothing actually gets written inside my brain.
come to think of it, maybe my brain's empty.

ok. my entry was just crap.
i'm just trying to relieve some stress. sorry.
bye for now. and maybe i'll come back in 5 days. *hopefully after my common test*
but i think my hands think otherwise.

'him': i'm alright now. yeah! no more cough. i hope. oh well. i'm just sick today. in my head i mean. oh maybe i always have been. argh. i'm typing crap again. sorry. take care of yourself too!

p.s i loVe yoU
|5:16 AM|


Thursday, June 23, 2005

shall update first, before i go and study.
well, these few days aren't filled lots of excitement anyway.
it's just me being sick and still trying to studying while my mind tells me to go and sleep.
not doing much actually, been doing math.
which i think i'm going to fail because out of every five questions, i only know one.
oh well.
just praying that i'll pull through.
it's only another week before common test is over.
i'll strive on.
and i hope he does too.
he's really stressed i think.
well, i'll be praying.
for him and the both of us.

'him': jia you. it's only a few more days. you can do it one. we shall party after common test k?and i didn't go and see a doctor. no point lar. waste money only.

p.s i loVe yoU
|5:16 AM|


Wednesday, June 22, 2005

i typed an entire entry, but it was deleted, because of some error.
darn.
oh well, i was just saying that i wouldn't study until i enter woodbridge.
at least i hope i won't. but i may land in CGH though.
feeling sick now. my head's spinning. and my throat is hurting with the cough and all.
my father's trying to get me to see the doctor, but i guess i won't.
unless i get a fever. *touch wood*
oh well.
sorry for my tantrum at the last entry, my mood wasn't exactly very good.
can't wait for school to reopen, but i don't want to sit for common test.
how contridicting ya?
i shall just be prepared to fail everything.
well, better go study now.
tata!!

it's been 5 days. oh man! life is like a living hell.

p.s i loVe yoU
|4:01 AM|


Tuesday, June 21, 2005

i don't exactly see a problem with putting their names on my blog.
one: they don't read it.
two: many people knows about it already.
three: it's my blog. i choose what i want to write.

damn, it's been four days. can't see you. sad sad me.
oh well. school's going to reopen soon. haha.
but common test, haiz.
shall go sleep now. going to stay up all night to study. i hope i can.
i'm going survive. it's only one more week.
bye.

still thinking of you.

p.s i loVe yoU
|2:35 AM|


Monday, June 20, 2005

i don't exactly know what to update. but oh well.
studies the whole day today, except from 1-3, where we had our meeting.
found out about pavel and janice.
oh. they're together?? big question mark.
somehow i don't think they look nice together.
oh. i shall shut up now.
meeting tomorrow again. and i'm lying to my mother that i'm going to study again.
my grades are going down the toilet bowl.
save me!!

p.s i loVe yoU
|5:51 AM|


Sunday, June 19, 2005

took this from jillian's blog. don't mind. :)

Ten Random Things About Me
1. I like pink.
2. I can't live without my television.
3. I love sleeping.
4. I want a iPod mini.
5. I want good grades. (who doesn't anyway?)
6. I need food to study.
7. I am getting fatter day by day.
8. I love ice-cream.
9. I play mahjong to destress.
10. I love CSI.

Nine Ways to Win My Heart
1. Just be yourself.
2. Love me the way i am.
3. Be nice, really nice.
Seriously i can't think of nine. Matters of the heart can hardly be controlled.

Eight Things I Want To Do Before I Die
1. Get married.
2. Drive.
3. Earn my own money.
4. Pass with flying colours for my 'A' levels.
5. Love someone wholeheartedly. (without having to worry about anything or anyone)
6. Make it up to all my friends.
7. Get ready a really lovely funeral.
8. Go for confession.

Seven Things That Can Annoy Me
1. My mother's nagging.
2. Doing homework (esp math).
3. Not having enough time to sleep.
4. Studying.
5. Nothing to buy when i go shopping.
6. Prespiring.
7. Blisters.

Six Things I Believe In
1. God.
2. Love.
3. Luck.
4. Friendship.
5. Fate.
6. Commitment.

Five Things I'm Afraid Of
1. Falling and not being able to get up ever again.
2. Losing him.
3. Betraying friends (which i think i will in time to come)
4. Failing my common test.
5. All insects and bugs.

Four of My Favourite Items in My Room
1. My bed.
2. My toy doggie.
3. My hamster soft toy. (haha.. )
4. My radio.

Three Things I Do Everyday
1. Sleep.
2. Eat.
3. Watch tv.

Two Things I Want to Do Right Now
1. Sleep.
2. Study. (not that i want to, but i have to.)

One Person I Want to See Right Now
1. Him

p.s i loVe yoU
|2:50 AM|


Thursday, June 16, 2005

today is the 17th. and it happens to be the day where my class has planned a bbq.
but it's raning outside now.
so i'm praying very hard that the rain will stop.
Dear God,
pls pls let the rain stop. it's a day where 25 of us are looking forward too, so pls, don't dampen our spirits.
it's a day to enjoy before our common test, which i think many people are not prepared for.
let the sun shine.
thank you lord.

rain rain go away, come again another day.
let the sun shine in
rain rain go away, come again another day.
let the sun let the sun shine.
rain rain go away, come again another day.
(taken from Hi5, haha)

just being lame. gotta go now. still gotta study for common test.
haven't touched physics, chem and chinese.
i'm dying.

p.s i loVe yoU
|8:57 PM|


Wednesday, June 15, 2005

i hate myself.
don't ask me why.
i just do.
I HATE MYSELF.

p.s i loVe yoU
|7:12 AM|


Tuesday, June 14, 2005

sometimes choices are really cruel.
it's either you hurt one or another.
why is the world made like that?
can't it just be a happy world with no worries, no trouble and no problems?
damn, why can't the world be perfect?

p.s i loVe yoU
|8:14 AM|


Monday, June 13, 2005

back from camp at last.
i missed my com so much.
and during the camp, we only had 10 mins of talk time everyday, which was kind of pathetic.
but other than that the camp was enjoyable.
the pt part was kind of tiring, however, we had much fun too.
the seniors were really nice.
i missed night walk though.
i knew that i won't be able to take it. so i told them the truth.
mr larry lim was kind of unhappy that i left and didn't return until the next morning.
but oh well, to be frank.
i rather let him be unhappy then i being unhappy.
oh well. it's over.
tomorrow going out to study with wei tian at the airport.
shall sleep early tonight.
good night.

missing you already.

p.s i loVe yoU
|6:00 AM|


Thursday, June 09, 2005

this whole week have been filled with make-up lessons. how sickening.
yesterday was rather fun.
actually me and my pw group wanted to go to some temple and inerview some reverends. (if i spelt that correctly)
the first temple that we went, we got lost. and we had to make an appointment first.
so, we went to the second temple.
the reverend was there, but we could not do an interview because they had to seek permission first.
so in the end, we didn't go on.
the whole group came to my house, to relive their childhood.
wanted to start on written report, but in the end, we played games. haha.
had much fun.
rong teng, zhi yuan and eric stayed for dinner. and we watched superstar together.
was practically laughing throughout the whole show.
people just really have to look in the mirror first. and also, go for a ear check.
but well, without them, i don't think there will be much entertainment.
tomorrow got LTC camp for councillors. don't feel like going though. just not in the mood.
and the worse thing is my hp won't be with me.
sad sad.
shall go now. nothing to add anyway.
tata.

p.s i loVe yoU
|12:38 AM|





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