Thursday, July 28, 2005
will be missing in action for the next few days.
going for ltc camp.
with a runny nose, a terrible sore throat, two blocked ears and a splitting headache.
God bless me!
p.s i loVe yoU
|5:51 AM|
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
was sitting in the bus today when i started thinking about stuff.
there was this big group of students from a secondary school that i think i should not name.
they actions and behaviour made me start to ponder what will happen to our next generation.
it's really a worrying sign as you see the social standards in Singapore plummeting all the way down.
every few minutes, vulgarities will just 'explode' from their mouths.
vulgarities now are like a necessity in life, like 'eat', 'sleep' and 'talk'.
imagine in 20 years time, those words may even more commonly and widely used without any consideration.
then you will wonder exactly where is the social etiquette that we are suppose to have.
is there really a need to use such words?
what does all these show others?
that we conform from the American way of living?
can we not differentiate between what is good to learn and what is not?
is there really a need to follow suit what the Americans do just because their media is portraying that this image is good and cool?
can't we just have our own Singaporean culture where everything is more acceptable in our own environment?
where people accept us for who we are and not who we are trying to be?
it's just such an irony.
we care so much about our appearance, but what actually determines how people think of us is the way we speak and act in public, and yet we're not doing anything to make sure it is portrayed in the right manner.
these scenarios are so rampant.
you can see them everywhere, in buses, train and even in schools.
my gosh.
the next generation? what will happen to them? you really wonder.
p.s i loVe yoU
|5:49 AM|
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
my dear is so busy with their dearest project.
and he's getting so stressed over it.
oh man! wish i coiuld help. hahas. but seriously i think i will only make things much worse.
but anyway, tomorrow is their competition date liao.
so i guess it's their final day to make sure everything turns out good and nice.
i hope they win.
i really do.
not because of the money, it's just because they've put so much effort in.
school work is piling up.
so is council work.
and now it/ava work, although there is nothing much yet. hahas.
suppose to plan for the J2s farewell.
hahas.
farewell is never nice. i think i will cry. hahas.
sorry, just crapping here.
i'm just trying to relieve the stress that i have.
although it isn't much.
but you would feel slightly stress when you have no idea what all your teachers are talking about. and when you go to lectures and stare blankly at the powerpoint slides.
haiz.
i miss secondary school.
at least i understood everything.
haiz.
shall go do work now. tata!!
p.s i loVe yoU
|3:46 AM|
Saturday, July 16, 2005
today had parent teacher meeting, which turned out totally bad.
except the part where we stole food. (not exactly stole lar, just took)
was damn comical.
we had to consume the food secretly. and the guys were like in charge of bringing the plates and plates of food to the council room.
it was actually alvin who started everything.
then my parents came to meet the teachers.
oh man. did meet two out of six.
and two out of the remaining four adviced me to drop one subject.
how encouraging?
haiz.
shall start working hard from on onwards ba.
shall be like zhi yuan. study everyday.
but the thing is, i hardly have the motivation and the time already.
i'm not even following the study schedule that i drew up.
study study study.
that's all i can think right now.
p.s i loVe yoU
|7:35 AM|
p.s i loVe yoU
|6:47 AM|
Thursday, July 14, 2005
been really busy for the past few days for today's investiture.
had to do many many things and we could only go home at 11 plus yesterday.
so i basically slept at 1 and had to wake up 5.30.
had only like 4 hours plus of sleep.
so tired.
almost slept during physics.
then grace, sharon and me went for the amath bridging course today.
didn't expect it to be so basic.
hahas.
so, grace and i crapped throughout the whole lesson. talked about irrelevant stuff.
was also msging my dar dar.
then the teacher said: "when you come for lessons, i expect your handphones to be all off."
oh well, i didn't do it on purpose. *laughs*
ok, maybe i did.
then mr lim, my first three month math teacher came in.
felt like i had to hide my face.
he was saying: " what are you doing here? in S01 got no amath background?"
hahas.
well, not all S01 people are smart. it's a stereotype.
and not all of us can remember what we learnt in sec school, so why not go for the course and practice.
but i think we'll not appear in the class anymore, cause it's really basic.
tomorrow ending school early, but i have council meeting at 2.30 again.
we just finished an event and straight away, it's another.
how tiring.
he's having his project tomorrow i think, so we won't be spending time together again. oh man.
there's just so many things to do with so little time.
i wish one day was 48 hours.
12 more weeks to promos. GOD HELP ME!!
p.s i loVe yoU
|5:25 AM|
Saturday, July 09, 2005
went out with my god-sis today, although i told myself to stay at home and study.
was suppose to be looking for my cord shoes for council investiture, but couldn't find a nice one.
ended up with buying a bag instead.
not in the best mood today, so shall just make it sweet and short.
it's the first month and yet i'm not spending it with you.
p.s i loVe yoU
|8:45 AM|
Thursday, July 07, 2005
common tests results all back, was a total letdown.
told myself from monday onwards must study already, but obviously i didn't because of student council investiture.
anyway, we're going to form a nerd club and i'm going to be the president.
that gives you a clue on how badly i did ya?
but well, i'm still rather happy because rong teng did rather well.
it's true that when god gives you some stuff, he takes away others.
student council investiture is so tiring. the ex-cos are getting totally stress over it.
and the whole council has to stay back until 10 on so many days.
i understand that we need that rehearsals and all, so i'm just praying that it'll be a success on the actual day so that our hard work will pay off, expecially the ex-co.
and i won't be coming online so often already. gonna really buck up and study harder.
and in two days, it's the 1st month. hahas. happy.
p.s i loVe yoU
|6:52 AM|
Sunday, July 03, 2005
today was just a typical sunday. church and shopping.
bought a blouse today. hehes.
made a special prayer too, for her.
i hope everything will go back to the way it was.
friends again and everything.
just praying that tuesday will be the same old normal school day.
p.s i loVe yoU
|7:36 AM|
Saturday, July 02, 2005
today went out with my family to watch 'war of the worlds'
was rather nice. i would give it a 8/10.
if you ppl have time, should catch it.
you would start wondering will it really happen to us?
that's what i was wondering after coming out of the cinema.
nothing then that, didn't exactly do anything.
and today's the first time i went out shopping without buying anything.
i suddenly feel so proud of myself.
i know how to control.
hahas.
nothing else to blog liao. so shall stop here.
i'm still feeling sorry.
p.s i loVe yoU
|8:13 AM|
Friday, July 01, 2005
i don't know if you will be reading this, but i hope you are.
you should know who you are.
i'm sorry, i really really am.
i know no matter how many sorrys i say i wouldn't make a difference, but i really hope you would understand.
i only got to know you four months ago, and never one minute have a regretted knowing you.
i know what i did have caused you great pain, but i hope that on the account on this friendship the pain will heal bit by bit.
i didn't want it to affect your common test, so it had to be now. i wished now never came, but i have to say it somehow.
i'm sorry, i really don't know what to say. sorry.
i know no matter what i do know is kind of useless, but please bear in mind that i still treasure that friendship that we had. really.
and i'm typing all these from the bottom of my heart. no lies.
and once again, sorry.
p.s i loVe yoU
|8:11 AM|
today went to school for 45 mins for listening comprehension.
how stupid can the time table get?
imagine so many people come back for just a 45 min thingy. so stupid.
anyway, after that went to tm, but got nothing much because the shops were mostly closed.
then while we were sitting at eastlink eating, wei tian and i decided to fold straw hearts.
asked wei tian to help me pass to rt.
hope it helps to lighten his nerves. hahas.
but the thing was, the heart had a lot of ends, so we had to find a scissors.
but we couldn't, because the neoprint shop was not open.
so guess what we did?
we went to popular and tried to get a scissors to cut it, but all the scissors were wrapped.
so we had to sneak one away, and open it, and cut it.
lucky no one caught us.
haha. still remembered it was a red scissors which was $1.20.
after that i came home, washed up and went back to school for council rehearsal.
very tired now.
updating later again i think.
till then, see ya.
p.s i loVe yoU
|6:21 AM|
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