Wednesday, November 30, 2005

prom.. in two days..
orientation.. in one month..
till then, it's scoldings scoldings and more scoldings.
i love my life.. :)

p.s i loVe yoU
|2:15 AM|


Sunday, November 20, 2005

why am i so greedy? really..
i don't think anyone in the world is as greedy as me.
i wanted it so much, i got it in the end.
now that i'm not happy, i don't want it anymore..
why am i never contented?
there's so many things in life for me to choose, and i had to pick the worst choice.
moreover, i'm regreting it.
it's a blessing in disguise for the six of them who did not get in. really.

i feel like i'm so restrained.
i can't do this, can't do that.
afraid of the consequences after doing the wrong things, when it isn't actually wrong at all.
or rather, it isn't actually wrong to me at all.
how come some people have to be so demanding? why must everything be what that person had in mind?
don't we have a little authority at all? not a little tinny weeny bit at all?
aren't we suppose to be on the same level as teachers?
aren't we suppose to speak for the student population?
aren't we doing our best to serve the school already?
it's a service, not a burden.
everything is turning into a burden nowadays.
a huge burden that i don't want to carry anymore.
i think many others wouldn't want to carry it too.
A BURDEN!! who would be so stupid to choose to carry a burden?
me i suppose. i'm so stupid.

argh.. if you don't know what i'm talking about, it's council. quite obvious isn't it?

p.s i loVe yoU
|1:39 AM|


Friday, November 18, 2005

be sorted @ nimbo.net

p.s i loVe yoU
|6:10 AM|


Wednesday, November 16, 2005

today stayed at home, but didn't touch my homework..
cleared my clothes..
realise that i really grew very FAT.. can't fit into so many clothes.. haiz..
end up throwing one big bag, ok.. not throwing.. giving to people i think..
well.. as they say, everyone grows..
tomorrow going for the 2015 prize presentation..
cross my fingers and hope for the best..
everything will turn out fine.. and splendid..
haha.. going to sleep already, have to wake up early tomorrow..
tata!!

p.s i loVe yoU
|6:08 AM|


Sunday, November 06, 2005

in less than 24 hours time, it's going to be my group's PW presentation.
PW.. project work..
everything is going to end by tomorrow..
it's not like a hate PW, but i think i'm going to miss the times..
when we aren't rushing out our drafts and presentation anymore.
when we sidetrack during meetings
when we had fun goossiping about others.
when we got together for meetings and dicussed about the most farfectched ideas we have.
when we went out together and did the surveys at Orchard.
when we covered for one another.
actually, i think i'm going to miss everything about PW when it's gone.
i love my PW group..
it's been fun having all of you around..
hope next year, when we get our PW results, we will really get the grade we deserve..

p.s i loVe yoU
|11:56 PM|

didn't go to church today..
sick.. headache, fever, sore throat..
went to see the doctor, got some antibiotics..
going back to bed soon..
hope i will recover by tuesday..
don't want to faint in front of the examiners..

back to lala land.

p.s i loVe yoU
|2:27 AM|


Thursday, November 03, 2005

went out with calista yesterday.
didn't have the energy to blog. or rather didn't have to time.
came home and joined my mother in her korean movie marathon.
anyway, about yesterday.
met cal at 1 plus.. went to town.
took neoprints, which i haven't taken for a long long time.
bought my flip flops.
search of cal's bag, which was out of stock.
i hope it comes soon, then maybe we can go out and get her bag again. hahas.
went back to tampines since we didn't have anything to do in town.
so we were at tampines, and i met rong teng. hahas.
fate.. that's what cal said..
well, it's what i thought too..
how come whenever i go out with my friends and rong teng's friends happen to be there, his friends will ask for my friend's status. cute isn't it?
but well, cal's taken..
at least i hope she will be soon. hahas.
don't understand why they aren't together yet. oh well, everything is destined.
if they are meant to be together, they will be.
hahas.
shall end here..
hope everyone in the entire world finds their 'one'. hahas.

p.s i loVe yoU
|5:50 AM|





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