Monday, October 31, 2005
if you're wondering where the link *dar dar* went to, which i doubt anyone realise anyway because hardly anyone reads my blog, i deleted it.
he erased his blog already.
isn't that sad?
the whole entire blog, not just an entry, the whole entire blog, gone with the wind.
oh well..
today had chinese ao level exam. didn't study much, expected this kind of consequence.
crapped my way through sectuon A, don't even know if it is relevant to the topic.
i only knew two words in section B.
answers for section C and D all different from grace, which means there is a high chance that it is wrong.
section E, couldn't match up the words.
section F and G, haha. expected it to be easy, which obviously turned out oppositely.
how interesting right?
shopped today to relieve depression. i may have to retake the exam afterall next june. hmm..
bought a skirt and a t-shirt.
i saw another blouse which i rather liked. but, it's expensive. we'll see how it goes. if it's still there when i return on the next visit, then maybe it's fated for me to buy it.
afterall, everything depends on fate. hahas.
now, it's PW full swing, although i just feel like slacking around doing nothing. although i think it's not going to ask. have to start preparing for next year. buck up and gain some pace, or else, i'll forever be left out in the class.. which i will not allow myself to.
that's what i say anyway, whether i can do it is another thing. hahas.
p.s i loVe yoU
|4:38 AM|
Friday, October 28, 2005
got this from carlene's blog.. it's been long since i read her blog..
7 things that scare me:
1) losing him
2) losing my parents (i suppose)
3) getting bad grades
4) not getting into a uni course i like
5) not getting married
6) going overweight
7) my thoughts?? (i think i'm rather evil)
7 things that i like most: (things ar? cannot people? can i just assume people are included?)
1) him
2) friends
3) family
4) good grades
5) shoes
6) my toy doggie
7) volleyball (sudden interest.. although cannot play well)
7 important things in my room:
1) my radio
2) my toilet
3) clothes
4) my handphone charger (without it, my battery would be flat.. and then i wouldn't have a phone to use )
5) my toy doggie
6) air-con
7) my calendar
7 random facts about me:
1) i'm attached.. (my parents don't know it though)
2) i cry easily
3) i long to have a family of my own
4) i'm very loud at times (ok, most of the time)
5) my thoughts are rather mean and evil
6) i have goldfish memory
7) my brain has a working speed like a pentium II computer (slow, in other words)
7 things i plan to do before i die:
1) to have a happy family
2) be more active in church
3) master a game (anything will do, can't expect much from a sports idiot)
4) at least have some working experience
5) learn a musical instrument
6) stop telling lies
7) learn to be more considerate towards other people
7 things i can do:
1) lie
2) be mean
3) sleep
4) love someone wholeheartly (who can't?)
5) sa jiao (but not really successful ba?)
6) screw up my exams
7) watch tv non-stop (i mean those vcd series)
7 things i cant do:
1) control my temper
2) serve a volleyball
3) not gossip
4) tolerate nonsense from people
5) be satisfied by my results
6) master chinese
7) see the person i like suffering
7 things i say most:
1) i'm pentium II leh
2) huh?
3) what?
4) oh ok
5) anything lor
6) up to u lar
7) haha
7 celebrity crushes: (i suppose it means the people i admire?)
1) Lin Jun Jie
2) Hong Jun Yang
3) Kelly Poon
4) Stephanie Sun
5) Liang Jing Ru
6) Zhou Yu Ming
7) Liu De Hua
7 people who have to do this:
1) who else but him? (but i don't think he will read this anyways)
2) anyone reading it now.
3) my classmates
4-7) basically everyone
that's about me.. hahas..
p.s i loVe yoU
|7:24 AM|
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
life has been really monotonous these few days.
the school year is coming to an end. and there's really little motivation to go to school each and everyday.
moreover, we still have to complete tutorials and attend lectures.
i thin tpjc should revise their post-promos activities. it's just naturally for people to not have the mood for lessons after promos.
chinese is approaching. and i'm not doing anything.
i just want a B. not asking for much.
can't wait for after chinese and pw. that's when our school holidays really start.
but then again, how long can that last. in another two months, we'll be back in school.
starting the new year, with new people around in school.
starting to mug for a levels.
suddenly, we become the seniors in the school.
time really flies, doesn't it?
p.s i loVe yoU
|5:03 AM|
Friday, October 21, 2005
To anyone who lives in hatred:
"To love means loving the unlovable. To forgive means pardoning the unpardonable. Faith means believing the unbelievable. Hope means hoping when everything seems hopeless."
So have faith and hope that we'll be able to forgive whatever torment that people has put us through, and learn to love one another like what God would want us to.
p.s i loVe yoU
|7:11 AM|
the world.. seems to be never fair.
so many things are not within our control.
but we humans, assume that we are so smart and intelligent.
in the end, when things do not turn out in the way we want it to, we blame it one everyone but ourselves.
i pray, i hope, i ask..
and then, when i got it,i realised it's not worth it at all.
i did so much for that person, but she doesn't change at all.
looking at her, i felt more heartbroken then ever.
so i started asking myself, why one the first place did i bother to pray for her?
why can't she change and reflect on what's she doing to herself?
and then, i start wondering again, maybe it's just in her to be like that.
nothing, nothing can change her anymore.
so then, i gave up hope and move on with my own life.
once in a while, stopping to check if she's alright.
but then she doesn't give a damn.
so, i learnt your lesson.
mind my own business..
p.s i loVe yoU
|6:25 AM|
Friday, October 14, 2005
don't really know what to write.
my life has been rather meaningless and boring.
i hope that it will seriously change when i leave jc.
oh well.
went with nadia to meet karen for lunch today.
walked around tm.
tm was just filled with tpjcians.
every few mins have to wave hello.
quite cool. hahas.
at least it's like somewhere you know you belong.
was talking to grace about friends in the bus.
i realise that i'm losing more friends and making them.
haiz.
what if one day i wake up and realise i don't have any more friends?
my life will just turn upside-down.
life without friends would be so painful, so pathetic.
seriously, i hope that day will never come.
p.s i loVe yoU
|7:55 AM|
Thursday, October 13, 2005
haha.. my personality test..
http://typelogic.com/esfj.htmlhttp://keirsey.com/personality/sjef.html
p.s i loVe yoU
|12:28 AM|
all my results are back, not fantastically well done.
as expected.
just glad that i am able to be promoted.
now, it's full swing into project work.
how interesting.
i hope can get band 1, or else, i think i'll cry.
our whole group had put in so much work and effort.
if we don't do well, i think i'll really cry.
hope that we'll get a band 1.
p.s i loVe yoU
|12:06 AM|
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
don't regret what you've done, but regret what you have not.
p.s i loVe yoU
|12:05 AM|
Saturday, October 08, 2005
exams are finally over..
and i pray hard that my results would be good enough for me to be promoted.
not hoping for good grades, just grades which will take me up to jc 2.
a resolution i made was to study hard once i know i will be promoted.
i promise i will.
i'll form a mugger society and i'll be the vp. grace wants to be the president i think. hahas.
oh well.
hope i will be able to be promoted. *crosses fingers*
now that exams are over, i think it's time to tell her everything.
maybe i shall start thinking of what to write in the letter. hahas.
dunno what to update. oh well.
we say whatever we want online now anyway.
shall go.. my eyes are closing.
p.s i loVe yoU
|9:41 AM|
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