Friday, October 21, 2005

the world.. seems to be never fair.
so many things are not within our control.
but we humans, assume that we are so smart and intelligent.
in the end, when things do not turn out in the way we want it to, we blame it one everyone but ourselves.

i pray, i hope, i ask..
and then, when i got it,i realised it's not worth it at all.
i did so much for that person, but she doesn't change at all.
looking at her, i felt more heartbroken then ever.
so i started asking myself, why one the first place did i bother to pray for her?
why can't she change and reflect on what's she doing to herself?
and then, i start wondering again, maybe it's just in her to be like that.
nothing, nothing can change her anymore.
so then, i gave up hope and move on with my own life.
once in a while, stopping to check if she's alright.
but then she doesn't give a damn.
so, i learnt your lesson.
mind my own business..

p.s i loVe yoU
|6:25 AM|





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