Monday, April 25, 2005

nowadays, i seem to be slacking a lot.
although you see me awake during lecture, my mind is somewhere else.
if not, i don't understand what the lecturer is talking and my brain just decides to switch off.
i'm doing tutorial, but i don't exactly know what i'm doing. every two questions, i don't know how to do one.
having science spa assessment soon, yet, i'm not prepared. and the thing is, i'm not scared or worried at all.
gonna have some class and faculty tests soon, yet i'm not revising. and still having the time to watch tv.
what's becoming of me??
i think i need the 4.7 environment to make me study.
i think tp is too slack. but then again, as slow as tp syllabus can go, i still don't get a thing.
imagine what will happen if i'm in another school.
oh man, i need help. i desperately need help.
it seems like i'm the only one who doesn't understand anything.
everbody in my class seems forever ready to spurt out answers for the teacher and argue with the teacher whenever she makes just a slight mistake.
i feel so stupid in S01. maybe i shouldn't have taken triple science then.
everything may turn out just fine.
maybe that step was a big mistake.
how??? everything is so wrong.

p.s i loVe yoU
|3:47 AM|





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