Tuesday, April 12, 2005

i'm falling. and falling. and still falling.
it seems like i can't climb up again.
everything around me seems to be so fake.
my parents laughing and talking to each other seems fake.
my friendship with my new classmates seems fake too. we don't really like know each other well to talk personal stuff.
sometimes, i wonder if i'm fake too. towards people, towards my family.
and my grandmother is still dying, btw. (not that i really care. it seems like my relationship with her is fake too.)

fake fake me.

p.s i loVe yoU
|5:01 AM|





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